Currently Listening Experience Hendrix: The Best of Jimi Hendrix By Jimi Hendrix see related

have you ever had the thought that if you were God youd zap you? yeah.....me too.

sigh.................

you ever have one of those days?

just a *sigh* kinda day? yeah me too. no lol's or rofl's to be heard. just the zzzzzzz's and *sighs*.

im in a poetry mood

im going to go write now.

sry this isnt much.

im having a good day, just a blah, quiet sort of day.

love always

me

please buckle in your seatbelts ladies and gentlemen. im about to go off on a tangent.....

PS about the whole God zapping thing at the top. have you ever felt like that? if you have. Please comment and gimme some insight. im strugglin. i feel like i should be walkin around with a lightening rod strapped to my back or something. i know this thought is probably the most paganistic, non-godly, aweful, straight from satan thought, because God loves me...i know. but...ahh! urg. oh the joys of being human. so much inner turmoil lol... ok if you werent at peak last night, this is about to make no sense what soever. just think of yards as our lives, weeds as yucky stuff aka sin, and good grass and flowers as bueno stuff (Godliness). us snooping in other's yards is liek being judgemental. ok anywho after the talk at peak last night i realized that we as humans tend to spend so much time looking at other people's yards and are so enthralled with how many weeds THEY have, that we dont even notice the weeds growing up around our legs, and soon our arms, and soon they completely take us over and satan tells us the "weeds" are part of us. just like a leg or an arm, so when God comes in to rid us of our weeds in our life. (drug addictions, bad habits, gossip, not so good music influences...etc...) we think ahh! hes cutting my arm off! no! and we wont let him, when if we would just take a second to CHILL then he could show us that it really isnt part of us, were just suffocated by it, and if we'd actually let him get a hold of it and cut it at the roots, then well be able to once again move around freely, and maybe you would think there wouldnt be a next time, that we had learned our lesson and that we would watch our own "yards" from then on, and care about keeping Our yards pretty, (of course we still need to lend our neighbors the lawnmower and the weed poison everyonce in a while but..) You would also thinkwe wouldnt do the same old stupid standing in one place leaning over into our neighbor's yards thing, so that we wouldnt get nearly suffocated again. but we dont....were human....and quite ignorant sometimes...o well.. and thats another thing..sorry but look, once one becomes a christian, its like becoming a yard owner. at one time (before christian-hood) =-) we were kinda like...... a garden gnome yes a garden gnome, not a weed which has no thoughts or feelings or emotions, but not quite a yard owner either, which has a saved soul. Once we gain jesus though, its like we become a yard owner and human. And lord knows no matter how many weeds we get around us, we dont "turn back into" garden gnomes, were still human and a yard owner, we just resemble the garden gnomes which is totally not cool to God cause wouldnt you think once your a yard owner you wouldnt want to go back to gnomery? ohh whatvever... who really understands our thought processes and our so called logic. i sure dont, but i do know that at the time of our "other neighbor's yard gazing" its sure seems like the right thing to do in the moment.....sigh.

life goes on

lots of love

and PSS: for those of you just browsing xanga and happen to fall on my page, i really am a happy person lol. i promise, i just need to rant sometimes and i dont see the purpose in pouring all my problems onto other people's hearts so i rant here...its good typing practice anyway ok love yall kids (thats completely aweful grammar)

did i even spell grammar right? gramar, grammer, gramer...ah whatever...english.

Sic transit gloria mundi.

Currently Listening Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots By The Flaming Lips see related

1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

4. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

7. Believe in love at first sight.

8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

11. Don't judge people by their relatives.

12. Talk slowly but think quickly.

13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

15. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

16. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

17. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

18. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

19. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

20. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

21. Spend some time alone.

Currently Listening O Brother, Where Art Thou? By Various Artists - Soundtrack see related

Emo's are taking the world by storm....a storm of tears that is.

ok so this goes out ot tucker so he is no longer the lonely blogger lol. but yeah haha anywho. you may be wondering about the latest creative title lol, well its a result of just kindof surfing the myspace and xanga world. seriously, do you know how many people have become like...depressed over a whole bunch o' drama, why cant the world just learn to IGNORE what they dont want to hear, and listen and talk about everything they DO like hearing about. and why dont people just start some nice gossip if they feel they cant live without it yuh know? lol like, para example: "Oh my gosh did you hear about _____, i heard she looks absolutely georgious today, as always" feel free too insert my name in that one lol jk. but yeah or how about this; "omg, did you hear whos coming back to town pretty soon? yeah thats right, Jesus is coming" haha ok so someone might look at you weird for that one but thats what being a christian is all about right? ive always said if you christian and your fitting in to the worldly flow your doing something wrong, which is what im doing about 85% of the time. ok well to all the emos out there (which i think everyone, including myself, has a little emo in them. But to all the "ahh the world hates me, im going to slit my wrists now just for the sake of bad poetry and lets have a crying party Emos....." dude! I love you, and lots of peeps prolly do to, if not, me and God do and its all good in the hood. and yes god does love and no hes not conspiring against you and no he doesnt have like a bucket of thunder and lightning bolts he just itching to play human target practce with... that would be Zeus hunny, and were not mythologists. and if you are, ill pray for you. actually mythology is really really interesting to read and study, but not as a religion. how could you live in fear of the ALmighty God forever? no way not for me babes. ok well i gotta go i think my cat got her head stuck in my jamaica socks again hehe, there pretty tight btw if you see me, ask me if im wearing them and ill show you! yah hoo! ok i love you with all my heart and soul and im here to talk (even if we dont know each other). im here for ranting, raging, happpy thoughts, random thoughts...etc. ok love you kids ttyl

                                     Love,

                                          *me*

Currently Listening Hollaback Girl By Gwen Stefani Hollaback Girl see related

Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours.

- Swedish Proverb

PS: I am so ready for Easter. I know im going to miss Augusta during these next few weeks of spring though, i think augusta is heaven on earth in the spring, its all so beautiful, and then everyones getting ready for the Masters. Spring time always smells like Augusta to me. *sigh* i miss it, but i still love it here too, for good reasons.

                  I love yall more than life, i truly do,

                                             *me*

PSS: dont you love how Gwen Stefani is one of the top nominees for some awards in the BET awards ceremony? haha i just thought it was humorous.

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ok so0o0o0o0o.......

yeah, how about today is my birthday aniversary. What? thats right. it gives me something to look forward to at the end of each month. but anywho the real meaning for this blog thingy is to let yall check out these addorable pics i got in a email.....

anywho hope this makes someone smile, ill be at the church today maybe if you wanna drop by. love yall! ttyl *me*

one more thing...